Saturday, December 05, 2009
I'M STILL LOVING YOU
I'm at the peak of expressing my thoughts and feelings to alleviate the pain from within. Well, I hope this song says what I want to say...and hope that one day...my decision is ripe enough when the time is right for us.



I'M SORRY
by tommy reeve

I know I wasn�t there
When you needed me the most
I know I didn�t care
and was afraid to get so close
tonight it�s getting hard to fall asleep
cause it�s becoming clear that I broke all into pieces
and I can not reverse it
so I�ve got one more thing to say

chorus:
I�m sorry for your pain
I�m sorry for your tears
for all the little things I didn�t know
I�m sorry for the words I didn�t say
but what I still do
I�m still loving you

I know I let you wait
I�ve been away for far too long
but now I can relate
to everything that I did wrong
stop breathing when I think I�m losing you
and there�ll be no excuse so I�m on my knees
so listen please
Let me hold your hand once again

chorus 2x:
I�m sorry for your pain
I�m sorry for your tears
for all the little things I didn�t know
I�m sorry for the words I didn�t say
I�m sorry for the lies
I�m sorry for the fights
for not showing my love a dozen times
I�m sorry for the things that I�ve called mine
but what I still do
I�m still loving you

That�s what I will always do

I know I wasn�t there
When you needed me the most
I know I didn�t care
and was afraid to get so close
tonight it�s getting hard to fall asleep
cause it�s becoming clear that I broke all into pieces
and I can not reverse it
so I�ve got one more thing to say

chorus:

I�m sorry for your pain
I�m sorry for your tears
for all the little things I didn�t know
I�m sorry for the words I didn�t say
but what I still do
I�m still loving you

I know I let you wait
I�ve been away for far too long
but now I can relate
to everything that I did wrong
stop breathing when I think I�m losing you
and there�ll be no excuse so I�m on my knees
so listen please
Let me hold your hand once again

chorus 2x:
I�m sorry for your pain
I�m sorry for your tears
for all the little things I didn�t know
I�m sorry for the words I didn�t say
I�m sorry for the lies
I�m sorry for the fights
for not showing my love a dozen times
I�m sorry for the things that I�ve called mine
but what I still do
I�m still loving you

That�s what I will always do





 
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
ALONE AND HELPLESS
These days, I just feel helpless with the many problems in my life and career. It seems that I can't do everything alone. To enumerate, I have problems with my career, finances, relationships and almost every aspect of my life. It's difficult and very painful if everybody's turning their backs away from me, to feel that I'm worthless, unlovable and most of all an INSIGNIFICANT PERSON. When nobody's there to run to, just can't help but cry and hope that one day, I'll be fine.I just wanna give up and stop...






 
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Sunday, May 04, 2008
FOREVERMORE
Yes, i do understand you....



FOREVERMORE
PAUL BENNET


Please hear me out my friend
I've something to say that's from within
It's a last memory
Try to think back I'll help you see
All of those nights we shared
All of those days you were there

(reff)
I just wanna love you forevermore
And I wanna hold you just like before
And maybe someday, we might just find a way
And we can love forevermore (yeah....)

If I could turn back time
I would have never let you go
And you would still be mine
But here I am crying all alone
All of the love we've shared
All of the time you were there
(reff)

Oh I'm lost without you
Oh tell me what should I do
Now that you're gone
I can't go on alone
I'm a lonely man, I need you again

I just wanna love you forevermore
And I wanna hold you just like before oh'¦
And maybe someday, we might just find a way
And we will love forevermore

 
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Saturday, May 03, 2008
ANYTHING FOR YOU
:'(






 
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BROKEN PIECES
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.






 
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
AS I LAY ME DOWN
Just came from work, i just feel so exhausted. Sometimes, you just need to rest and relax with some soothing music. My day's done but I feel I haven't accomplished something. Huh! What's this? In other words and to say it simply, I am tired, tired of the constant icy grip on my neck, of expectations, of politics, of words that instill fear and confrontation.

As I reconcile my frustration and doubt mixed with the baneful on the news, it spews a warning shot, so close, so close. Is this what it means to work in the HR world? Yeah, I guess this is it...this is reality. Maybe I should get used to it. Well, despite that, just wanna express my gratitude to some people who still care for me. Thanks for being thoughtful. You made my day :-)

Now, it's time for me to listen to this song by Sophie B. Hawkins.



AS I LAY ME DOWN

Sophie B. Hawkins


It felt like springtime on this February morning
In the courtyard birds were singing your praise
I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright
I carried them with me today, Now

CHORUS:
As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name into the sky
And I will wake up happy

I wonder why I feel so high
Though I am not above the sorrow
Heavy hearted
Till you call my name
And it sounds like church bells
Or the whistle of a train
On a summer evening
I'll run to meet you
Barefoot barely breathing

CHORUS

It's not too near for me
Like a flower I need the rain
Though it's not clear to me
Every season has its change
And I will see you
When the sun comes out again

CHORUS

 
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Friday, February 15, 2008
PROMISE ME
I just feel so lonely right now...



PROMISE ME

Beverly Craven


You light up another cigarette
And I pour the wine
It’s four o’clock in the morning
And it’s starting to get light
Now I’m right where I want to be
Losing track of time
But I wish that it was still last night
You look like you’re in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be so far away
Lying by my side
When I go away I’ll miss you
And I will be thinking of you
Every night and day just ...

Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon

When I go away I’ll miss you
And I will be thinking of you
Every night and day just ...

Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon

Promise me you’ll wait for me
’cos I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon

 
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Monday, January 28, 2008
A BRAND NEW DAY
Hurt, insulted, and for some reasons, people just love to see other people to feel pain. When you expected too much love and respect from people but they're just thinking of themselves and their feelings, making things a big deal than being calm and looking for ways to resolve conflicts. Just remembered a quote " What you do not want others do unto you, do not do unto others ".I know, I had my share, my apologies for that. Well, probably i'm just the type of girl who just can't allow myself being belittled and yelled. Yeah, i'm hurt, terribly hurt. And yes, i'm also insulted and being threatened, but I guess I'm ready for all of these. This pushes me to do things myself and being brave to face challenges by myself... nobody else but me. I'll just start my day and my week right, moving forward and picking up the pieces that have been shattered...I know I can do this and I won't allow anybody else to do this again...never again...






 
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